THE HOLE IN THE STONE
Irish Changeling THE HOLE IN THE STONE One Act Play: THE THREE MEGS DARK MEG: She’s as contrary as the thick thread against the eye of a thin needle, and that’s the God’s honest truth of it. No amount of probin’ will uncover what she knows. She has a sight of secrets, so she has. FAIR MEG: Everyone is entitled to her own secrets. There’s no harm in that if there’s no harm in them. GREY MEG: A hidden wisdom is like the sealed bud of a wild orchid in Clare. No knowing which way it will open or to whose face it will turn. Depends on the wind or the sun or the kind mind. DARK MEG: What is she hashing on about now? When did she lose her wits? FAIR MEG: Oh, about a year ago, I’d say. A terrible affliction altogether. She got a ‘touching’, it seems. Luckily it was of a light nature and didn’t impair her functions, just made her take leave of her senses. She can still make a cup of tea, you know, boil spuds and cabbage, things not complicated. I doubt if she could knit an Aran jumper though. DARK MEG: Well, who in their right mind could? It takes nifty needles, a mouthful of safety pins and sleight of hand for that. Hey, Grey Meg! Could you knit us an Aran jumper then? FAIR MEG: Don’t be confusing her now. You’ll addle her wits even more. GREY MEG: I saw basking seals there once, dappled on a lone shore, moaning their laments to anyone who was up and wandering, at the slither of dawn. DARK MEG: What the heck kind of answer is that? Sure where in Ireland can yeh get barking seals?
VEDIC TAROT 13: CHANGES (DEATH)
He is also known as Dharmaraja, the Hindu god of Justice responsible for the dispensation of payment or punishment through Karma. Another feared card in the Tarot, that some are unwilling to explore or explain to the querent (seeker). I chose Yama to represent this particular card, because after the fall from the Deity world, he was known as the first one to become mortal and then to die and find a way to the subtle regions and celestial abodes. He came to the physical world to find his immortality again. He became the god asked to care for departed souls ever after, during the downward spiralling cycles of ages. However, there are other roles that do not involve actual physical death or the leaving of the body. One is a Yogic method of experiencing dying to life while living. The other is using the Soul Power of the Full-Stop, the Power to Pack-Up. This is what the reader may be able to devise by the divining of the cards around the trump of Yama. It may well be the saving grace of someone’s life, a warning, if for example, they are addicted to a drug that may well shorten their life, or are involved in some underhand crime or dangerous occupation that could expend their life. It is an ‘end of the road’ card that needs ‘change’. The consciousness to change is not always easy, as it involves an awakening, an alarm bell that rings true enough for them to make that change. Changing consciousness is a soul embracing life.
THE TEN OF SWORDS
THE TEN OF SWORDS Suffering: The Capacity to Endure. No need to fear the 10 of swords. The capacity to endure is one of the building blocks of our existence. From the moment of conception, it is said that the race begins. The male sperm is copious and has more speed but a lesser lifespan of just 24 hours whereas female sperm is less copious with slower speed but has more endurance and can last 3 days at least. On the day of ovulation, the male will likely get there first. However, two days before or after ovulation, the female lasts longer and has more chance. An old Irish wives’ tale bantered around Ireland at one time stated that consuming bananas and spinach gave boys a chance: something to do with potassium; while apples and cheese or milk produced girls: something to do with calcium…. But as I say, this may or may not be true. No matter what, it is a competitive race. Is that not what life is all about? And victory without loss is rare. However, the Victory of accomplishment in divine knowledge is no loss of spirit nor does it create loss to any other individual. It is contagious and may enhance others who are in contact with it.
THE EMPRESS: SARASWATI
THE EMPRESS SARASWATI The Mother of Formations In the world there have been many Empresses, some beautiful and powerful, and others evil and powerful. Most were Consort Empresses married to ruling Emperors. However, there were a few Regnant Empresses in the ancient world, those who took on the role of Emperors for a relatively short period of time when the male heir apparent (a son or nephew) was considered too young to rule after an Emperor’s demise, or if there were no male issue, then the role was filled by a female. This was rare. EMPRESS WU ZETIAN, MOTHER OF TYRANNY. One such feared, ambitious, extremely politically intelligent but ruthless Empress Wu Zetian had her own quote: “Remember, when one’s aim is to achieve greatness, everyone is expendable.” She murdered her own brothers, her daughter, and all of her half-brothers, and after her husband Emperor Tang died, she persuaded her son to step down and proclaimed herself ruler of about 50 million people during the Tang Dynasty.
THE HERMIT
Becoming a writer, an artist, a poet or author, is a Hermitage in itself. It requires a safe space and the ability to be solitary that is part of the withdrawal from some aspects of the material world and entering the world of research and imagination. Embracing the presence and voice of the Muse is very much the inner voice in our mind that inspires and dictates to us, chastises us, corrects us and makes creativity flow freely. Creativity such as writing or drawing, even reading, will lift loneliness from solitariness and allow us to explore the world of the imagination. Authors are familiar with this, but it is important not to spend hours indoors and give oneself a break by going for walks in nature, maybe by the sea, feeling the elements around us. Take time to talk to friends and family, because ideas can come from the Muse anywhere at any time. That renewed energy can lift writer’s block or lead to inspiration.
Announcing My Vedic Tarot
I am thrilled to announce that Schiffer Red Feather Publishing are publishing my new collection of Vedic Tarot Cards. I have spent years of travel and meeting masters and yoginis in the study of history, mythology, ancestral knowledge, and spirituality both East and West, seeing remarkable similarities in the concepts and this is a project that pulls them together.
My interest in playing cards and then Tarot cards began in my birthplace in Ireland, a magical world in itself, and has been a life-long journey of discovery ever since.
THE AGONY and ECSTASY of LOVE ENCHANTMENTS
Detail of Altarpiece of Santa Maria Dei Fossi by Pinturicchio (1454-1513) Love is always an entanglement that takes time and teaches us patience and understanding of others. We change with the emotions, whether it be the devotion to, and the dependence of, a child or dealing with the emotions between siblings. We can call upon all the powers of the soul, of which, I was told there are eight powers, some of the sacred teachings of Raja Yoga, having studied it with Dadi Janki, a renowned wisdom teacher with the Brahma Kumaris. These powers are for our spiritual journey but also wonderful teachings for family life and for healing in this changing world. Even if just one of these powers is accomplished, the others follow suit.
THE STAR CHILD CHRONICLES
Illustrated and written for children wondering from where they have come and where they have to go, and for the discovery of the quest within all of them. Our son, always drew three suns in his pictures and it inspired me to write a story of the journey from the place of Three Suns. These are the first chronicles, meant for little ears and big adventurers:
THE THREE SUNS It was very bright in the place of three suns, and that was not surprising. However, despite the brightness of it all, and with not a single shadow in sight, there were still places to hide.
GOOD MOURNING
The Three Fates Spinning, Weaving, and Cutting Light for The StarChild GOOD MOURNING A Way with Words to Deal with Longing and Loss Sometimes writing is a good way to express emotions during a period of mourning, whether it is the loss of a lover, a spouse, a relative, a child, or a pet. All of us experience loss at some time, whether it is a physical loss or a spiritual loss.
All loss affects the emotions. I have found throughout my life that the gift of words can express everything the soul or heart is going through. I have been lucky that words come easy in writing to me and that I can create poetry through the sheer love that the emotion has emoted.
ARTISTIC MANIFESTOS AND
WRITERS' DECLARATIONS
Conspiracy of Eagles Against King Wren ARTISTIC MANIFESTOS AND WRITERS’ DECLARATIONS ‘We’ as a Country and ‘We’ as an Individual. Critics and Champions abound everywhere. Every artist, every writer has a death-defying need for them, I say death-defying because their opinions, considered that of the “experts’ can make or kill a work. On the political arena of the world, writers, poets, playwrights and publishers of works of Irish, Scottish, British, Welsh, Manx, Cornish and smaller Island nations expressed the right to have a Celtic and Native Renaissance, several different ones in fact, against some fear mongers in oppressive states that banned anything they considered political hidden in liberal literature. To this extent, poets and writers found themselves exiled, imprisoned, or their works banned.
ISLANDS IN SPACE
What is it about Islands? Small or large, we love them, and we are all living on the greatest Island of all, our Mother Earth in the Cosmos, a complex territory carrying seas with it, protected from so many dangers out there, and home to millions of species. That is the mandala of magnitude, and yet we can focus on the little details and find our own islands, those private spaces that we explore and keep returning to year after year.
I was born on an Island: Ireland, and therefore have a natural attraction for islands throughout the world. Here, so many magical things happen, especially on islands just off the coast of Ireland. Folktales and superstition tend to be rife.
IRISH WRITERS, FOLKS AND FAERIES
William Butler Yeats, whose stories, poetry and weaving of words have entranced millions all over the globe, had his own cache of Inspirers and Muses in Ireland. He read all of Carleton’s works, edited a selection of his short stories: Stories of Carleton with an Introduction by W,B,Yeats (1889). He also proclaimed that: “Carleton is the greatest novelist of Ireland by right of the most Celtic eyes that ever gazed from under the brow of the storyteller, and with ‘Traits and Stories of the Irish Peasantry’ modern Irish literature began.”
IRISH CHARMS, SEVENTH SONS of SEVENTH SONS, and HEALERS
Lucky Charms: A charm can be a good luck token. In Ireland, brides often carried their bouquet of flowers with a velvet or bright silver horseshoe hanging from the bouquet, sometimes even a little velvet black cat attached. In Ireland, if a black cat crosses your path, it is considered lucky, not so in America, where the black cats are considered unlucky. People wore charm bracelets in the 60s and 70s, gold or silver, with all kinds of miniature charms dangling from them, everything from a four-leaved clover to the Irish threepenny bit with a lucky hare on it.
THE BANSHEE, OMENS AND PROTECTORS
The Banshee has always been this strange spirit of Ireland that has been both feared and respected for generations of ancient Irish families. It was thought that ‘she’ only followed certain families and that she was the portent of death. However, the Banshee (Bean Sí in Irish means the woman of the Faery mound, the word Sidh (of the mound) also meaning of the Otherworld, although today fairy or faery is often referred to as just Sidhe (pronounced Shee) or Aos Sí. The male portent is sometimes known as Donn, a very handsome ‘dark one’. He is said to dwell in Tech Duinn (The Dun of the Dead, or the House of the Dark One).
HOME and BIRTH OF AN ANGEL
Lucy measured the Child for the Light “I think I can do it. You are rather small,” she said finally. The Star Child stared at Lucy. “Well, I am quite new.” HOME: Small soul, little light, one bright gem in a myriad of stars, lost in the labyrinth of time, dancing to the tune of the turbulent elements, listen, you who have walked that walk. Remember the earth, that humble sod trodden by gods with feet lighter than the wisps of cobwebs swaying in the wind, wind as warm as soft sands bleeding the warmth from the sun, wind that whispers secrets in the ears of grasses and hears the gentle hearts of seas that talk, wind, that heralds the changes from then to now, and blows through angels’ trumpets in all the lands.
Martyrs, Saints, and Living Angels
Weeping Wren MARTYRS, SAINTS AND LIVING ANGELS Saint Cecilia, Patron Saint of Music, and Musicians. My late husband Robin carried a small stone from Saint Cecilia’s tomb in a tape cassette box in his bag or pocket whenever he was recording music or on tour. Saint Cecilia’s day is on the 22nd of November and Robin and his twin Maurice were born on 22nd of December, (also coincidently my birthday, although a different year) and of course, he was happy that we all had the number 22 in common. Saint Cecilia was, and is, the patron saint of music and musicians.
Quests & Conquests of the Soul and Silence
Quests and Conquests of the Soul on Silence Finding the Child and Sage within. (I am forever grateful for the Raja Yoga teachings of the late Yogini Dadi Janki from her Enlightened Teacher who believed women were the Empress Souls of the world at a time when they were considered not even to be a soul or possess soul consciousness.) I don’t profess to be a physical yoga expert, (far from it) only a perpetual student and practitioner of mind yoga. It is how I understand the word ‘meditation.’ This has been a revelation for me and an aid to living in this world of drama.
DANCING ON THE FULL DOOR 2
After Sean Lynch laid down the full door, Shona McQuaid rushed forward to Mariah. Shona was one of the friendlier dancers. She had rich red hair and a white freckled face, her face speckled like the bird’s egg. “Mariah! But you’re the champion of the half-door! I’ve never seen you dance a full door, ever!” “Decided to spread my wings a bit,” said Mariah with a wry grin. “But your foot and ankle-work in the small space is what we’re used to!” Shona’s lips made a perfect pursed ‘O’ long after the surprise left her eyes. In fact, there was a subtle change in her grey eyes, a hint of wistfulness, maybe that she might have a chance at the ‘half-door’ now that Mariah had changed over. Shona was tall and a good high stepper.
DANCING ON THE FULL DOOR 1
PART ONE Tír na nÓg: The Otherworld Just before dawn, when the dim light dances blue and the moon sits still in the sky, the large grey stones stand vigil in the ancient stone circle, sentinel to the sleeping Woman of Beara. She stirs, drawing the shawl back from her face, and watches as the day begins to break, the stars become invisible, and the moon fades when the sun stretches golden fingers across the tips of the stones.
POETS,BLIND BARDS, AND IRISH HARPERS
POETS, BLIND BARDS, and IRISH HARPERS For: Yatsuhashi Kengyo, and ‘Farewell To Music’ Turlough O’Carolan. “The Harp Is Reserved For The Soul, Not The Body Or The Bones.” My father told me of a blind bard way-back-when in our family and so I decided to learn to play the harp in my twenties, but alas, it soon became obvious that I should have chosen this instrument at an earlier age… four, perhaps? However, I soldiered on and managed to play a couple of airs, composed, I was told, by a blind harpist, Turlough O’Carolan.
IN THE HIDDEN EYE
IN THE HIDDEN EYE In the hidden eye of the Exalted One, I seek a humble place, blind from restraints of human bonds, gentle in heart and sweet of cause, only to belong in the stillness of creative might, that I may face the Truth, fearless in being, imbued with light, my destiny with the angel muse, to span that rite of passage that prevails to bring power to word and word to power. May this command be such converse to delight the world, the tongues of saints dancing with the sacred nectar, untainted, pure, and invisibly divine, to transcend the weak and torn virtues that taint the souls in mortal chains. Within the vast portals of eternal halls,
CHLANN BEAG and MOTHER EARTH
CHLANN BEAG (Little Clan) and MOTHER EARTH All the little and lost, come to Her, Foundlings of the world, errant and stray souls, Take heart from the Mother of the Earth, Leave the poison of sorrow And remember the sap of happiness to be savoured That pours forth from her noble breast. Take comfort in her healing and calmness from her ‘seeing’, Be content. She is the Seer of the Great Tomorrow, The One whose faith in all the changes from bliss to discontent, To rest and back to bliss again, has never wavered. All the young and dismayed, come to Her, Orphans of the lands, lonely and broken ones,
Enchanted Wood
The Three Fates spin, weave and cut the Light for the Star Child’s journey to Earth. ENCHANTED WOOD Lost in the silence of the woods, under dappled canopy of rain-fresh leaves, Seeing the shivered stance of a roe deer shy in greenwood shade, And my mind not there at all, but lost in the dripping quiet of another place: The Cave of Aine is mine, sheltered in the arms of the land of another time, The eaves of hugging cliffs and the echo of smashing seas that will not fade, And I am reminded of the inlet and breathless majesty of that cavern space, The unseen cradle that lent shelter in the ebbing days of warring clans.
BINDING SPELL
I bind to you with golden chord the song of your content, I bind to me with shivered silk the woven threads of your lament, I bind to you with plaited flowers the eightfold might of all your powers: The might of granting wishes be your desire and mine. The might of greatest cloaking to protect and make divine, The might of wings for flying to detach from the entwined, The might of changing shapes..
THE SUGAR TRAIN
Juggling, not Smuggling, and a Satellite.
I remember climbing the wire fence at the back of our house so I could see the train travelling beside the river a few fields away, the same fence my mother bade us climb one night, waking us up, to see the Northern Lights, a rare sighting, that was bright over the North of Ireland.
DYING OF THE DREUTH
The Yeats Society, off into the depths of Sligo again, on a pilgrimage to meet there with your man Seamus, that rare Maestro of the Quill, whose words stir hearts, and pluck on spines, his deep voice traipsing poems off the tongue to make minds go still. A hero of mine, born and bred in County Derry, and I next door in Tyrone. I am in awe, and pine to hear him read from Door In The Dark, The Haw Lantern or Sweeney Astray.
TO SERVE
To serve with words is an easy task When the tongue is unleashed and the world unmasked But the greatest voice of all is that of the stilled mind When light arises and bathes humankind The soul laps up silence and peace reigns supreme Those who serve with an elevated stage Will calm all tears, fears and rage To cast away the blame and bury the shame.
QUEEN MAEVE and US
There’s a bit of a mystery about County Sligo and that old wild west of Ireland. It has stayed with me across continents, moments prized. Nooks, caves and crannies never to be forgotten and sweeping mountains of impending size overlooking it all, especially the great table top of Benbulben that I admired but never climbed and Knocknarea that I struggled up a few times in my life. Never anything more magical, the strain and the strife, and then the roar of pleasure and searing happiness that, all told, overwhelms the soul.
An Invocation
I invoke the love that surmounts the agony of love itself, And yearn for the learning that makes minds bright from dull, I invoke the silence that culls and soothes all chattering anger, And makes hearts beat more with goodness from the core. I invoke the lonely to find safe solitude in their exile, And pray for piety and affection to offer kind protection for the weak, I invoke all seekers to find the knowledge they desire and seek, And urge the treasure of skill to fall upon Godly doings, To seal the measure of all arts with mirth and pleasure.
BREATH OF EARTH
See the breath of the Earth blow through the jewelled leaves of trees, And coloured gems of death fall freely down to coat the land, See the bride of the world entranced, showered with the confetti dance, Her heart now swelling with the sacred blessing from Manannan’s hand. Implore that the pounding seas will slow enough to merely lap her shores, And that every dwelling can withstand the unleashed sweeps of Cailleach’s broom, Beg that every creature in the wild find a room and stay within the very core.
The Power To Face
How to Tolerate My spiritual thoughts from teachings of the late Dadi Janki and her Divine Teacher. To face anger in life, it is better not to fight as this fuels negativity and puts us into the defensive mode right away. To strike, we must have the ability to shield and the thought to shield comes afterwards, too late when anger is fuelled in retaliation. To face anger, then anger reflected to the perpetrator leads to battle and prolongs the force of anger. In terms of war, it could last for decades. The first power of the soul to use is to tolerate and the second is to transform. If something bad is done or must be faced, the will to transform from a place of tolerance means to return with goodness. This reverses the power structure immediately. To transform any situation, three qualities are needed:
The Borrowers
THE BORROWERS MRS.P: It’s a strange thing, Mabel, all this superstition in Ireland. I would say I had no time for it, but I’d be afraid to do that. You never know what might befall you if they got wind of you not believing in it all. MABEL: Isn’t that the truth? I never walk under ladders, though for the life of me, I know not why. The bad luck would be the falling of tools or paint on the top of the head I suppose. That wouldn’t be pleasant.
The Three Megs
THE THREE MEGS DARK MEG: She’s as contrary as the thick thread against the eye of a thin needle, and that’s the God’s honest truth of it. No amount of probin’ will uncover what she knows. She has a sight of secrets, so she has. FAIR MEG: Everyone is entitled to her own secrets. There’s no harm in that if there’s no harm in them. GREY MEG: A hidden wisdom is like the sealed bud of a wild orchid in Clare. No knowing which way it will open or to whose face it will turn. Depends on the wind or the sun or the kind mind.
The Wooden Legacy
THE WOODEN LEGACY Tilly-Ann slowly wavered up the hill, breathless as a wheezing fish by the time she reached the top, the longest hill in Ulster, especially on a rustic bicycle that had seen better days. The black and white Welsh collie kept up with her and knew that even though she was on a bicycle he had to stay on the ‘heel’. Scoot was his name and scoot his nature but he was an obedient animal and responded to a myriad of whistles, the one for ‘heel’ having been given at the bottom of the hill for, halfway up or near the top, Tilly-Ann could only gasp and pant. A whistle would have been impossible to perform.
The Missing Colours
Once upon a time after time and time again, there lived a special little boy in a very dull and drab world. The flowers had no bright colours. They were all grey. The trees were grey. The houses all had grey walls and grey slate roofs, and there was no grass on any lawn anywhere, only stones. There were big stones and little stones and halfway big stones and halfway small stones. In the distance were grey hills and huge grey mountains. The rivers had grey flowing water like dirty dish water that moved and tumbled over rocky riverbeds.
Kelly's Goldrush
MRS.P: Mabel, what do you think of this business with Sean Kelly and the gold, eh? MABEL: What are you talking about? Sean Kelly came into a fortune, did he? MRS.P: By all accounts, Mabel. It all started at Whisky MacQuaid’s house. Whisky saw Goat’s Hair in the sky about a week ago. MABEL: Was he dreaming, or what? Goat’s hair, Mrs.P.? What was that doing in the sky? MRS.P: Ach, Mabel, you’re not thinking with both pistons. It’s a cloud formation… you know the wee wispy clouds you see all over the place in contrary directions, like the underbelly hair of a goat? Well, when you see it, it’s usually three days before a storm. Whisky pointed it out to the fellas in the pub and they had a bet on whether the storm would hit Saturday night or Sunday night.
Wedding Corns
MABEL: Are you there, Mrs. P? Hello. HELLO! Mrs. P? MRS.P: I’m coming, Mabel! Wait a second! I’m in the scullery. I’m covered in flour! MABEL: Flour? Oh, my goodness, Mrs. P! You weren’t joking either, were you? You look like the abominable snowman. MRS.P: Come in, Mabel, don’t be a scamp, come in. Now, don’t you be making fun of me. I’m baking up a storm here. MABEL: Visitors coming, Mrs. P? MRS.P: Not at all! I’d be buying from Whaley’s Bakery, if I had visitors. This is for the Wedding party, Bridie’s reception. I’m making fairy cakes, and a few loaves of bread.
The Plantin'
I remember a bluebell woods right opposite our house in County Tyrone. What a magical place that was, the sea of blue and green. They say that blue and green should never be seen except on an Irish Queen, and quite rightly so too. To claim ownership of such a phenomenon is a heritage not to be scoffed at in any period of time. I loved that bluebell woods and the ancient trees of the ‘plantation’. We called it The Plantin’. There was an old gnarled very ordinary tree upon which we built a tree house, climbing precariously with sheets of corrugated zinc to lay down a floor and make a ceiling.
The Dinner Party In Dublin
‘Hell is to drift, and Heaven is to steer’… poignant words of George Bernard Shaw, and who are we to argue with the sage? It was any day like any other, not a bother in the world, steering my way from my mother’s, thinking we have the wheels of freedom at any age. Mammy had steered her way across the road and tumbled the car; God help her, not too much Heaven there, but she survived to tell the tale, and now after two weeks of work and nursing I was driving to Dublin through the Pale, from North to South.